with confidence, you're gonna make it big.

I saw two strange things within two days.
Number one was, I saw a fireman lighting up his cigarette.
Number two was that I saw two cats which look like dAWGz.
and it kind of made me got a shock and want to laugh.

The Adam Khoo studying skills is FANTASTIC.
Seriously.
From 8am to 9pm we have been laughing our ballZ off man, Seriously
So serious until I typed serious TWICE.


For our class,
we have 3 coaches.
Danny, Hui Min and Stuart
Danny is super cute.

He's a real charmer and he's so fUNNEH.
Hedonthavegirlfriend.
HAHAHAH.
I'm kidding la. butheonly27yearsoldleh.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
still kidding LA.

I thought the studying skills classes would turn out to be sleeping classes so I brought my pillow which I'm very proud of cos my aunt sewed it for me.

I brought it to school and these china bunch of men in the bus saw me carrying my pillow as I was waiting to alight, one of them said


"Ha HA. Ta dai le zhen tou qu xue xiao"
(HA HA she brought a pillow to school.)



HAHA. and I realised that Xue xiao which means SCHOOL in chinese can also mean

"Learn how to laugh" or "Learn how to be craSy" if you read it in hanyupinying form and it kind of made me chuckle to myself.

Anyway Danny made us cry today and it made me realised how useless I've been wasting 16 years of my life and taking my parents and friends for granted.

It's TIME I WAKE UP AND DO SOMETHING FOR MYSELF.
I'M GONNA WORK HARD AND I IS GONNA BE A SUCCESSOR AND MAKE SO MUCH MONEY I IS GONNA BUY MY MOTHER A BIG HOUSE AND I IS GONNA LOVE HER LIKE NEVER BEFORE.
AND I IS GONNA TAKE RISKS.(UNDERLINE RISKS)
I IS GONNA FAIL AND LEARN FROM IT!
AND I WILL SHINE WITH CONFIDENCE AND THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS LOW SELF-ESTEEM FROM NOW ON.
IT IS ECSTACY HIGH.
HI.

Oh. And Danny trained us on our memory skills today.
30 words within 12sec which I managed 12secs!!
But that was when Danny wasn't timing me.
I got about 15secs!

It was quite fun but almost made me want to pluck out the plants in school because i was going CraSy just remembering the words and going like a train.

Valerie managed 7secs and it made me want to kill her then kill myself when I learnt that.

And I was training myself in the bus on my way back home with my hp as a stopwatch.

A man looked at me when I was moving my mouth and my eyes going funny looking up because I was trying hard to focus and to remember the words.


I caught him staring and I pretended to be reading a msg on my hp.
HA HA HA.



When I reached home,
I hugged my mom and I told her I love her and I am gonna make it big and when I said that I was quivering but it's okay.
She was happy. =8)
I was happy too. =8)

MOM: Why? What is wrong? What is bothering you AGAIN?


ME: Hehe. No la.. I just.. want to.. MOMMY, I love you. WEHHHH.


When was the last time you even told your mom that?
I realised I haven't really said that unless she bought me something I wanted and that's..
HORRIBERRRR.

Tmw's the last day of the study skills.
Sir Danny wouldn't be there and they shortened the day till 5 because we have Polka!III concert
and I'll be going and it's gonna be fun cos I said so.
=8)