These past few days have been really shitty.
I've been feeling so angry inside.
Especially during the nights.
I feel so alone and every single thing irks me so much that I just wanna not do my work and sleep it away.
I hate school.
There is so much work to do.
Where do I start?
Will there be enough time?
What if I fail?
I fucking hate fashion now.
I hate it more than ever.
I can't find joy in it anymore.
What a joke to have all these work pile out every fucking single day.
I am not strong enough to handle.
I'm not persistent. I'm a failure.
I'm only happy when my friends are around me.
I love them.
Everyone of them in a different way.
I love my classmates.
I think they are lovely.
Today itself made me realised how beautiful some of these people are.
The few people who made my heart feel fuzzy inside TODAY
are Ann, Ruyu, Meow, Janice, Venessa, PriscilliaL, CassLadyhawke, Langston, AndreaTiny, StepNani, KK.
Small things they do or say that made me light up.
I feel thankful.
Each of them played a part for making my day so much better.
I'm easily satisfied and I'm not sure why I'm saying this.
Usually when I'm happy, I keep it inside and know it for myself.
I think I should do this everyday.
So that I will never forget that there are so many lovely people around me.
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