Thursday, January 26, 2012

4


I have deleted things that reminded me of us.
Those that are right in my face, gone.
I have been so hard on myself that when I look at pictures now,
I feel that these memories never even happened at all.
Which is a good thing.
In a few weeks, I will feel nothing at all. 
I suppose that's what he wants.
There is no one who can actually make me feel okay but myself.
I have been strong and proud of it.
Boys- I don't understand them.
Relationships are sad.
How am I going to let anyone else step into my life now?
I can't trust anyone but myself anymore.


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